Over several months I had the opportunity to explore loss in my practice. After 2 family deaths I took the time out to contemplate and explore my grief. My practice led me to exploring fairytales, after remembering my grandparents house and all the ornaments they had. The ones I remember and inherited were Alice in Wonderland figures. Over time I saw Wonderland as the world where I could explore the versions of me that had been lost in their memories and the conversations we will never have.